I taught a class on healing last week and made myself sick. My arm swelled and felt numb. Severe pain from the pressure of accumulated lymph gripped me.
I wondered if speaking my diagnosis and pathology report out loud, led to the great contagion, fear. Fear set in as I answered questions about dying; who does and who doesn’t.
“How do you know you are really well?”
And the computer screen showing that I had less than a 25% chance to live two years came screaming into my visual field.